Wednesday, October 6, 2010

I'm having an affair

Yes, it's true. In fact, today marks one month since this relationship started. I wasn't looking to get "so involved" in something like this, however, I woke up one day and realized that my body needed some "attention" and that it deserved some attention. Don't get me wrong, my husband doesn't "neglect" me but c'mon we've been married for almost 16 years and I've given birth to FIVE of his children. He just couldn't give my body the kind of attention it needed. So I looked elsewhere.

 I won't get into the dirty details but I will tell you that it was not love at first sight. I was nervous but took it slow and cautious and before I knew it, our relationship was moving to a whole new level each and every day. It was moving faster and faster and lasting longer and longer every time we met up! I'm starting to feel as though this is not just a fling but very possibly turning into a long term commitment/relationship/partnership/love affair! Oh how I am loving it, who knew? I will be honest and say that it was interfering with my marriage in the beginning because my new found love affair was taking place in the late evenings. We meet in the basement every single night, I know crazy, huh? However, I switched things up a bit and most days meet up with my partner during NAP TIME! It's perfect really. I have more energy during the afternoon, my older kids are at school, baby is sleeping, no one can interrupt and I even still have some extra energy and steam left at the end of the day for husband!


I feel so much happier at the moment! I have always loved my life but this just seems to be what I was lacking and really needed at this particular time. I think that very soon I may even take this relationship out into the world and be seen in public......just maybe. All I know is that I should have gotten involved many years ago! Thank goodness it's never too late!


Life is sweet!